THE GODDESS

People have been asking me why i dont date. Well First i am in the
Philippines and Transpinay here have a hard time dealing with the
machismo mentality of the Filipino men. Somehow they think that dating
transpinays make them less of a man and sad to say that this make them
regard transpinays as someone to fuck (if they really need one) or someone that can be a source of extra money (if they are desperate)
Its really a sad reality and even sadder to say that my fellow sisters,
desperately fuel this kind of mentality by giving in to the whims of
their boyfriends.

But it is a different scenario outside this
country. Foreigners regard transgenders as someone hot, amazing and
lovely that they would treat their princesses royally. As one friend
told me. "Breakaway from your environment, explore and you will live an easy life, affluent even" and believe me, i’ve seen how men pursue someone like me.

But
as always, there is a downside on this, Men are naturally predictable,
They would promise you the whole world, promise better life but most
just wants to fulfill their sexual TG fantasy. TG CHASERS are these men
that actually chases after TGs and they will really hunt tg’s, shemales
or ladyboys. (shemales or ladyboys are regarded as prostitutes and
have sexual connotation that any respectable TG would frown when
someone calls them that)

Now someone argued that if men chase TG’s particularly Pre-opt tg’s (PRE-OPT
means they havent gone through sexual re-assignment surgery - simpler
terms, they still have the extra body part that a woman shouldnt have) This makes these men GAY.

As
i talk to other tg’s and men who likes them. it is not much about the
penis that they are after, it is the person that they want and as part
of loving (pleasuring) their woman. aside from the normal sex
routine, there are extra things done in the bedroom. and this doesnt
make them less of a man or nothin about it makes Tg’s less of a woman.

Now. having all this knowledge, why dont i use my lovely sexuality and  have a better love life and life in general?

Simple.
I know im smart and am a great person, which means i dont have to
resort to my sexuality to achieve the life that i wanted and
personally, using someone for my advantage contradicts with my values.
but hey im not saying i would totally ignore any help given to me, im
just sayin. i wont fulfill anyone’s tg fantasy just because he helped
me.

Now am i dating or not? i dunno, perhaps i am perhaps im not. c’mon let’s be honest, who gives a damn fuck!